2011.10.17

April 21, 2009

Now dark is falling, and you are nowhere near anything you recognize. At times you catch glimpses of Asama-yama through the trees, each time in an unexpected direction. You grow frustrated, you curse the hand-drawn map you made this morning. Anger drops you into sadness, and sadness into that slow sinking that you have never learned to pull yourself out of. 

The smell of woods smoke - / black dirt freshly turned over / in a cabbage field 

  

Japanese do not see 火山 and think fire mountain. They see volcano. The ideas have dissolved into the words they construct, the fires and mountains that were already old, long before anyone thought of writing them down. 

  

All language is poetry, says Emerson. 

  

The name of a word is not the same as the word itself. 

  

You are volcano man? Satoshi asks. Yes, no. Poetry man. You are like haiku? Yes, very much. I think, Tomoko says very seriously, I think haiku have full of Japanese mind. 

  

With the first frost 

            the blueberry 

                  becomes sweet 

  

You want to express how welcome you have felt here, how grateful to have a place to get out of the cold and the wind, a place of patience and kindness. 

A Volcano Pilgrim in Exchange for Fire
  1. March 13, 2009
  2. March 15, 2009
  3. March 16, 2009
  4. March 17, 2009
  5. March 21, 2009
  6. March 26, 2009
  7. March 28, 2009
  8. March 29, 2009
  9. March 30, 2009
  10. April 1, 2009
  11. April 8, 2009
  12. April 9, 2009
  13. April 16, 2009
  14. April 18, 2009
  15. April 20, 2009
  16. April 21, 2009
  17. April 22, 2009
  18. April 23, 2009
  19. April 24, 2009
  20. April 26, 2009